Learning to Love in Ings Library
Written by Jay Mitra, United Kingdom
After ‘Foxglove Country’ by Zaffar Kunial
Sometimes I’ll spend weeks
wracking my brain for a way
to capture a sound stuck
in the shadows of age.
How do you describe
the clack of a librarian
stamping a date on
a page? How many
consonants must you pull
apart with your tongue?
One day, I read,
and X-gl comes.
The melody of a deal,
a promise, a gift.
Xgl, Xgl, Xgl. How many
hours did I spend
sifting through stories,
hearing a muted song like this?
I can still feel the rough green
carpet marbling my knees
when I knelt at shelves
of plastic-sheathed children’s
fiction and poetry. Did your heart
also leap at the sight of the insert
blotted with a multitude of
return dates? The lipstick marks
of the many hands that have
kissed these books before.
We were so young
when the library
taught us how to love,
and how to let go.
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About the Author
Jay Mitra (they/he, b. 2000) is a British Indian punk poet, English teacher, and non-fiction writer from Yorkshire, currently based in London. They were selected as one of Apples & Snakes’ 40 Future Voices in poetry and were a winner of the Creative Future Writers’ Award in 2023. You can find out more about them on Instagram and Twitter @punkofcolour.